lilies

I was sipping my coffee and having my one on one with Jesus this morning when he spoke to my heart!

As all mothers know, when you are sick everything falls out around you! Your husband, children, house and simply everything else as if the previous wasn't enough. I promised myself that I would stay in bed and take care of myself no matter what the cost!! Well, let me just say that I paid plenty, but not nearly as much as Jesus did on the cross.

Like I mentioned in my previous post, God told me last week that I was "exactly where I needed to be" and today he showed me why.

"We must learn to speak to the angels. Turn to them now; tell your guardian angel that these spiritual waters of Lent will not flow off your soul but will go deep, because you are sorry. Ask them to take up to the Lord your good will, which, by the grace of God, has grown out of your wretchedness like a lily grown on a dunghill." (J. Escriv'a, In Conversation with God p:42)

I am the lily that He has grown through all of the pains of this world. Our world as we know it, is not what He planned for us. We are so broken and so turned around that to some of us it seems we will never get it back. Abortion, Feminism, Selfishness, Righteousness and the list goes on from there. How could He prove to me or anyone else that He is God and He loves us. He would "grow a lily out of a dunghill"

Years ago, while I was in Church, I closed my eyes and saw Mary standing before me with a little girl dressed as a bride. It was as if She was presenting the little bride to me. Years later, Mary placed in my path the "The Little Lilies of the Eucharist" in which I prepared for, and became a Little Lily last summer. Shortly following, this blog came about and then I started my ministry, Lilies of the Valley.

He has prepared a way for me! My path is through the Valley! My path is lined with Lilies and these Lilies are my reminders of His love for me. I will pick from the Valley, fresh Lilies, everyday until He comes for me, and this will be a token of my love for Him.